well, its about time this happened. ive been sleeping on this for a while since i did my mental health cut-out, and with everything thats been happening and my state of mind, im announcing my retirement.
its been an amazing time here, since i joined in july 2013. ive met a lot of amazing people here, and i probably wouldnt be alive without you guys.
however, times have changed and i just cant be here anymore.
from mental health, to anxiety, to how i feel i belong, there are just too many negatives for me to justify staying here any longer. truth is, the afterbirth tournament was the only reason i stayed past my first post, but its been fairly silent.
im going to keep friendships going with everyone here i still talk to, and improve my life on my own. this is a new chapter in my life, and while its unfortunate i wont be here to celebrate it, i hope ive left my impact.
for those who want to say ill see you tomorrow, just know that not everything serious has to devolve into a joke of lol i dont believe you. my time is up here, and ive known for a long time.
maybe well see each other somewhere else. who knows. all i know is that ill never forget my time here.