Natalie J.
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  • Maybe what would help me out with the depression that's trying to come back - hear me out, this is big brain time - is actually taking the med I was prescribed for my depression.
    Natalie J.
    Natalie J.
    I appreciate the encouragement but the reason I stopped taking it is literally just because I forgot. I have ADHD and I haven't been to school much lately so it hasn't been fit into my routine.
    Natalie J.
    Natalie J.
    Oh, and it's also because my ex put a bunch of junk in the way of my meds so they ended up becoming out-of-sight, out-of-mind.
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Glad there's nothing wrong. Also I have ADHD as well as mild OCD, so I know what it's like to forget things because of it (the ADHD). Sometimes I've forgotten to take my medicine for it LOL. That caused problems when I was a kid but as an adult it doesn't really affect me too badly.
    I can tell I'm tired because I'm laughing irrationally at the sentence "That's a lot of spinach."
    I feel like I need a big sign on me at all times to remind my classmates that I use she/her. These people know my name is Natalie and still misgender me all the time.
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Just ignore them. They're trying to mess with you.
    Natalie J.
    Natalie J.
    They're not messing with me, it's just a mistake because I have such a male looking body.
    Being told that someone likes my name is like, the biggest compliment because it just means I did a good job picking it. I've actually been able to stick with this name for several months and it still makes me happy when people use it so I'm definitely going to be sticking with it.
    If you want some good news, I have a real banger for you. After about six years, I think I'm finally beating my depression.
    Genuinely, I think I might just be the most impatient person this world has ever seen. If I really want something and I have to wait for it, I feel like I'm going to go crazy while I am waiting. It's very frustrating. The fact that grad school (and therefore teaching) can't start until August of next year just hurts me in my soul.
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Yeah I'm the same way actually about stuff I want.
    Natalie J.
    Natalie J.
    Right? I'm waiting for so many things right now and it feels like I'm being put through my personal hell.
    My dreams take so many left turns that I'm practically making a square.
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    KingBowser64
    Mine do loopdeloops and u-turns, it's really confusing
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    @Natalie J Your dreams are in better shape than mine. Half the time they're lazy and just lie around and do nothing and I don't dream at all, and the other half the time I have dreams but I don't remember what they were.
    The ages old dilemma of wanting to commission an artist but not wanting to get back on social media just to find one.
    So apparently my mom, who I assumed would be super transphobic and not accepting of me whatsoever, is actually willing to try to respect me. I'm not sure if it's entirely performative and she's only doing it so I won't cut her out of my life, but it's still more than I was expecting from her.
    What kind of corporate fussiness happened to make it so that we never got a promotion between Sonic Drive-In and Sonic the Hedgehog? They literally sell chili dogs at Sonic. It would be so perfect.
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    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    LOL I know. And I'm apparently like Sonic because I like chili dogs, too. Also I think that in the Sonic 2 movie there was a part where Sonic went to Sonic (the restaurant). I also have seen Sonic plushie skits on YouTube, and he's gone to Sonic before in those, too. God wish there was a clown emoji-would have been perfect to put here.
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Hey, cool new user pic.
    The bus I used to take to get home no longer comes to my school so I have to take two buses now. Think it might be time to invest in a bus pass.
    Ah, yes, my favorite book I didn't read last semester: The Great Gatsby by "E. Harmony Fitzgerald."

    There's a reason my ex isn't going to be an English major.
    Nate Jacobs
    Nate Jacobs
    Are you referring to your ex who was on here in the early 2022 phase
    Natalie J.
    Natalie J.
    Yeah, why?
    Nate Jacobs
    Nate Jacobs
    Oh I just didn't know if it was him or not
    I've reached that horrible point in my college career where it feels like things are just stagnant. I've been in college long enough that it's not an exciting new experience anymore, but I'm far enough away from graduating that I can't be excited for that yet either. It's literally only week 2 of this semester and I'm already thinking "okay, let's get on with it so I can get my credits and move on."
    KingBowser64
    KingBowser64
    Kind of the same deal here, I'm finally quitting my online academy and going to public school next school year, and I wish I could just fast forward to then. I'm only finishing my first semester this week, it seems like it took forever
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    I can relate to what you both are saying. Like, I only have two years left of college at the moment, but still, I've been doing it so long that it's like "Ugh...when is this finally going to be over?". I think I felt the same way back in high school, too. For some reason when you're close to being done with it it makes you feel more like "Ugh, can't we just get this over already?". Like, because of some of the conditions I have, I've really only been able to handle doing one college class at a time, and so I've been doing this for SIX years rather than four. Turns out this was the best way to go, because sometimes in my one class I have really big-ass projects I have to tackle, and sometimes the workload they give me can be overwhelming. So yeah, luckily I've already done this for four years, so I only have two years to go, but I do admit after doing it for THIS long I am kind of sick of it. Thank God I only have to do this for only a little bit longer. Turns out that it's a good thing I only chose to do one class at a time because sometimes the workload is heavy just for that one class. Also one other thing; I'm not stupid or anything; I had my IQ tested and I'm really smart, it's just that because of what I have sometimes I learn and process things a little slower. Over time though I'm getting a lot better, though, and rather quickly. Also I have mild autism, AKA Asperger's Syndrome; that's why I sometimes process things a bit slower. Not that much slower, though.
    We're in the negative temperatures, let's go.
    The actual process of modding that I do for Wii Sports Resort is miserably boring and yet I find myself doing it all the time.
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    KingBowser64
    What kinds of mods?? That's cool you're modding Wii Sports Resort, you usually wouldn't think of doing that.
    Natalie J.
    Natalie J.

    They're like that. The one(s) I'm making right now are a series of mods for each individual level where I rewrote the order entirely, but in order to make the level look how I want, I have to make a single mod. See: this playlist. I'm just doing it again for fun and I'm not sure if I'm going to upload them.
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    Larry "Cheatsy" Koopa
    I feel the same way about making stuff in RPG Maker...sure, playing it is fun, but programming and designing everything is boring.
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