Your current mood.

very stressed because i just last minuted my essay and cried about it to discord, but i finished so i'm a little better

Star★サシャ - Today at 8:13 PM
wait wtf how do i have 128 words???
i just bsed this part so far????
Star★サシャ - Today at 8:20 PM
transition done, now i have to explain her second point, move to the third, and repeat for the witches and lady macduff
i am on a roll
Star★サシャ - Today at 8:33 PM
oh shit oh shit
i think i'm using too many words
Star★サシャ - Today at 8:50 PM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
800 words exactly
i have 300 words to explain why lady macduff sucks and to close my whole essay
fuck this is gonna be hard
i realize using the mute channel to yell anyways defeats the whole purpose of me being muted but i literally don't care
i am stressed
Star★サシャ - Today at 9:00 PM
Words 962
FUCK
Star★サシャ - Today at 9:10 PM
Words 1095
i have 5 words to end this
haha
"Well u can’t lol bye"
there
all done :)
Pages 2
Words 1109
Characters 6138
Characters excluding spaces 5034
you know what
i don;t fucking care anymore
i'm closing the tab
i'm done the essay
 
Very tired , scared and anxious.

These whole year has been a mess around in here and i am honestly scared to even go outside , but we need to because without working there's no way we would eat.
 
Tired and not looking forward to church at all. One of the babies does essentially nothing but scream all day and I get ear raped whenever she does. That on top of being tired...not a good combination.
 
At work and tired, I don't wanna be here right now. I got home around 6pm yesterday after shopping (got some new amiibos :dk:) and my sister hogged the Switch until 10pm, when I kindly asked, "When are you going to let me play?" to which she answered "I didn't know you wanted to play." ::)

Needless to say I'm deprived of time with my Switch and I want to go home ASAP and play.
3 hours to go.
 
Rather uneasy and paranoid.

My father occasionally goes into these sleep walking spells where he'll randomly walk around the house and move furniture for seemingly no reason, I have to keep an eye on him to make sure he doesn't hurt himself or leaves the house. He finally went to bed, so I'm hoping that he sleeps it off and is normal again by morning.
 
my entire life rn feels so surreal idk why

it's like i feel blessed with everything i've achieved up to this point but i also feel like i must work a lot harder

and at the same time i feel like i'm terribly embarassing myself all the time but idk i have to live with that feeling as well