I can't do anything, I can never live up to expectations, everything just leads to disappointment
I've trapped myself in this fucking cycle all I can do is write some shitty section every other month
I can't even do anything productive all I can do is distract myself but it just goes on and on
I always mess up every step forward and I always have a ceiling above me and I can never go beyond what I am now
I'll always be seen in the same light
and only person I have to fucking blame is myself, now everything I say is hollow and every action I take just backfires
I've trapped myself and all I have is my shitty life to enjoy
I've trapped myself in this fucking cycle all I can do is write some shitty section every other month
I can't even do anything productive all I can do is distract myself but it just goes on and on
I always mess up every step forward and I always have a ceiling above me and I can never go beyond what I am now
I'll always be seen in the same light
and only person I have to fucking blame is myself, now everything I say is hollow and every action I take just backfires
I've trapped myself and all I have is my shitty life to enjoy