to compare myself to them would make them look worse anyway.
ok i'm going to steer a bit off topic here but you need to stop telling yourself these sorts of things. i know i've said this to you before but as a human being you were made to be inherently valuable. you're not worthless, and you're also not really worth less than anyone here. anything that tells you differently, whether its family, people you know or even that little voice in your head, is lying and you shouldn't believe it. start to talk to your soul about the things you like about yourself. focus on building yourself up instead of tearing yourself down. i know you feel like you've made some mistakes along the line, but there's this amazing concept called forgiveness, and if you can learn to forgive yourself, you're gonna be in a whole new world. everyone makes mistakes, and as long as you realise it, and earnestly and honestly try to better yourself going forward, most people will be willing to give you another chance (and if someone doesn't, that's an issue of bitterness with their heart, not an issue with you). i know this isnt an easy process to get through, but once you get to the other side and realise what you're worth, you'll be amazed at how good it feels to just be you
maybe that sounds a little sappy or cliche, or perhaps its too optimistic and rosy a worldview, but its something i genuinely believe, and this is an issue im kind of passionate about so i had to say something. and for the record, everything i said above goes out to anyone else here who's dealing with self worth issues as well. you're valuable, and you don't have to go it alone. there's always people here who are willing to support you
to go back on topic, im sure i have a lot of things in common with other people here (too many to list!) but i know one thing i share with quite a few people is a complete lack of f-zero knowledge until it gets covered in mach speed mayhem
