I just heard a description of someone's dream and I'm not a different person. The time traveling vampires walking in a single file line into a 7-11 and chanting "Carlos" at a vending machine to scare the cashier has left me completely changed. For better or for worse? I have no idea.
I really hope my current lease is month-to-month so I have the chance to move out in April. There's some really nice places that are a lot closer to school where the neighbors hopefully aren't jerks.
There's this thing I saw a review of once that's like an inhaler for people with anxiety that I genuinely think would help me a lot. I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety lately and even though I know it helps to focus on my breathing, I have a hard time doing that for very long so I think having a physical thing that will keep me focused on doing it would be really helpful. The only issue is that it's $200 and I don't have that kind of money right now.
I really want to get on hormones and start transitioning but I'm just so nervous about the whole process. There's so many unknowns that it's scaring me really badly. Even the idea of having to call the Planned Parenthood place in the area to schedule an appointment with them for whatever initial consultation they need to do freaks me out.
I haven't been able to hear properly out of my right ear in nearly a month and today I'm going to schedule an appointment to get it flushed out. I'm very ready to have my full hearing back.
I have to write some boring essay about some boring Shakespeare play but you don't have to read that; instead, I think you should read my story in Palette Swap this month.
My masscom major friend is so upset about how my school handled the bad weather today that she's going to vent her frustrations by writing an article about it.
Since it's my birthday and also spring break, I plan to do as little as possible to be productive. I'm just going to play games and watch Seinfeld all day.
I've decided I'm okay with just being less active in the community overall but I do have a story in the works that I'm hoping to submit to the Shroom when it's done.