Thanks @Dr. Peach we're definitely staying in touch though starting May I might get a stricter schedule so I might not be as active as before, but probably in the end, nothing too drastic
I think it's very commendable that you have a strong handle with your situation, and I believe in your ability to pull through. I don't think I will be capable of handling it the way you did.
Thanks so much for the validation. I feel I'm going crazy with emotions here but I have to remind myself that anyone else would get mad in my situation. I have a penchant for expressing strong emotion but it's more painful I can't talk all that well about it.
Wow, the only way I can express my feelings towards your dad rn is through the well constructed bleeps of Q-bert. Ik the pain all too well of having to deal with a neglectful everything-loathing parent. I'm happy to hear you are going to a good place with a good person upon May. Again I say I hope for the best for both you and Blof. And your mom who I assume is a better person than your father, and from the sounds of it deserves better than him.