School has broken me. I feel so disappointed in myself for it but I might have to completely drop out this semester so that over the summer, I can go see my psychiatrist, get some neurological tests done so I can verify my autism, and just generally reevaluate what kinds of programs I want to go into.
You know what, I was going to stay on break for a little while longer but I think I'm about ready to come back. With my boyfriend getting a job, me being a ton more secure in my new identity, and just how little else I have going on, I'm going to say my break is over.
Just dropping by again to come out as nonbinary. I also have a new preferred name; I won't mind if you use Dylan but I'd rather be called Ghost. I figure my friends can use Ghost for me since it's an unconventional, completely genderless, and just a really damn cool name.
Anyway, I'm going to go disappear again. I've been sticking to just Discord so that's where you're most likely to find me if you want to talk to me.
I tried to take my economics midterm and it was so difficult and confusing to me that it completely broke me down. I don't think the whole business thing is for me.
I haven't written anything for enjoyment in like a month and a half. I should do that before spring break is over and I have to do shitty essays for college again.