Update: When I came home from school my das was in a good mood. I am shocked. I don’t think I’ll be playing the Xbox but that’s all right. I’ll spend the weekend developing my story and getting over artist’s block. (Still feel kinda empty after the Elder Scrolls bam.)
I am never going to like a video game series again.
I cried a (lot and still do) and I played a lot of Pokémon. Then dad took away Pokémon forever.
I played Animal Crossing a lot. Then dad banned AC.
Now my phone ran out of minutes and dad learned I used it to look up how to activate Skyrim’s Hermaeus Mora quest and now no more Elder Scrolls games.
I maybe deserved it, but I will never like a video game again. Thanks dad.
I am dumb am stupid hopeless useless talentless I want to be smart and strong I just want to make others happy I cant because I am worthless I am sad dand I dont know why help i want to be happy and smart need smart lessons help I feel hollow is this healthy I dont think I am
Do you guys have any memories that are kinda messed up when you think back on them?
all you need to know before you read: I’m white.
okay, I have a grandpa on my dad’s side. He’d always tell me how much my great-grandpa (his dad) would have love me because of how German I looked*. That’s it. No other reason. I have blue eyes and blonde hair. Still he always comments on how I’m a “blue eyed blonde haired white girl”. Goodness gramps, I know you mean well but complement something other than my race or that spelling bee I won a year ago.
*as German as I get is loving sausage. I don’t know what goes in there, but man it tastes good.
Edit: German Shepards, Poodles, and pretzels are neat as well.
I played so much oblivion this summer that I can read things in my head in generic voices. (Bretons, Nords, Male altmer, Bosmer, and guard). Like I could be narrating the car wash RP in an oblivion guard voice. It’s amazing, if I could control it lol.
On my way home from school I saw a mysterious backpack beside the sidewalk in the grass. I really wanted to see what’s inside (because I am nosy) but it also looked like it would trigger a Daedric side quest if I picked it up. The book bag was black, dirty, and halfway zipped. I both regret and not regret not opening it, but I don’t want to touch meridia’s beacon.