Zaphking

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Some days you just wake up from a nap with Taylor Swift stuck in your head for no reason.

One half of me has been wanting to finally get a fursona so I can more easily make friends in the furry community. The other half of me is redeveloping a Shy Guy fixation. For some reason both halves can't win at the same time.

Hey-a! You wouldn't happen to have any interest in making an Awards presentation this year, would you? There's still a good selection, and given your track record, I bet you could cook up a good short story for one. They're not due until August 2nd, so there's a whole month of time to work, even.

There's no better way to start my day off in a downer mood than by giving me a dream with a whole bunch of cool things happening just for me to wake up and realize reality is still bad.

ADHD is your brain giving you anxiety that you've already missed the appointment that doesn't start for another ten minutes.

Writing is a fun hobby because instead of "rules for thee but not for me" it's more like "rules for me and not for thee." The number of arbitrary rules I love to impose on myself would look absolutely ridiculous if it were to be put into a numbered list but everyone else's writing? Just have fun, it's a creative hobby.

Of course I'm going to use the signature of my email to brag that I'm an officer of my school's chapter of the English honor society.

My game of Globe Trot in Wii Party has sent everyone to Brazil three different times now. We are literally going to Brazil.

Easily the most op koopaling of them all

"I would buy Swiffer WetJets to this song." -a real thing I said earlier

I've returned from a week full of the most godawful luck ever. I'm hoping my mental health keeps getting better from here now that I've cut my mom out of my life and I'm close to starting my transition.

Just wanted to give a bit of an update - yesterday when I said I needed some time, I was still dealing with the emotional hurt that came from my mom's transphobic speech toward me a couple weeks ago. I'm still working through that so I'm going to need some more time, but today I spent an hour and 42 minutes on the phone with my dad today and we both agreed that it's for the best that I finally cut my mom off. I was surprised he was so willing to accept that outcome, but he told me he would support me in whatever I chose to do and understood that my mom has done nothing but cause problems for me over the last several years. Knowing that I have his support is going to help me a lot in processing everything and I'm already in a lot better mental state than I was yesterday.

I'm still feeling really hurt from my mom's rant from a couple weeks ago. It's genuinely affected my mental health to the point that I've had to start more frequent therapy. Think I'm going to need to take some time to try to heal.

"You know, by [Karens'] logic, are Shy Guys oppressed?" -me, a few minutes ago

My writing mojo has been totally gone lately so I'm thinking of going over to campus and spending a few hours at the library so I can get some writing done. I'd go to the building I usually write in but the air conditioning there is awful to the point that I nearly passed out there once so I think the library is a better idea.

What do you call a message from a scammer?

A con text.

One of my school friends who wants to go into library science is working at the library and she seemed so happy to be there when I ran into her.

Last night I dreamed that after my ex made me miss my counseling appointment today, I came here to a metric ton of messages from one of the mods telling me I had to roleplay as Diddy Kong. I told them I couldn't do it because I was going through mental health issues.

I don't have a good pride theme D:

"It tastes like Stop and Shop." -something I just said, because apparently tastes can make me think of grocery stores now

Realizing that I've been here for 11 years now at the age of 22. It's not quite half my life yet because math but there's barely anything or anyone else I do/know that has lasted that long.

My ex was telling me that I'm a magician.

And then this happened.

Dream me had a chance to meet one of my favorite YouTubers but then real me botched it by burning a song into my head and making me go crazy.

TIL about lawn mower racing. It's a real thing.

My mom decided to leave me on a transphobic rant until next time I see her in December.

I don't think she'll be seeing in me in December.