Your current mood.

Ughh... I'm soo bored and depressed. I know I want to do something other than go to bed, but at the same time there's literally nothing I want to do. I'm depressed. I feel like ceasing to exist because nothing will make me feel positive. What should I do? I applied for a job at Wal-Mart yesterday but I'm now doubting my abilities to even keep a job. I'm doubting my future will be bright. I just feel so negative right now. I don't know why, but it just hits me hard sometimes at random.
 
I feel just haappy and sad and great right idk how to describe my mood better than that