unless you have some sort of learning disability, which is statistically unlikely, i'd say there's no physical force stopping you from learning anatomy on your own.
there are tons of anatomy books you can procure online, but if you're stubborn or unacademic like i am and prefer deciphering this stuff intuitively, Christophe Young's and Alexis Franklin's video processes on YT may create an impression.
there are tons of anatomy books you can procure online, but if you're stubborn or unacademic like i am and prefer deciphering this stuff intuitively, Christophe Young's and Alexis Franklin's video processes on YT may create an impression.