It's always important to take your medication. I have married relatives who both have bipolar and she (the wife) recently stopped taking her medicine. Because of this, she isn't thinking straight, and she's so out of her mind she's trying to divorce her husband. Always important to take your medication, even if you think you feel completely fine. Once you do that you'll feel better; trust me. I admire how you're handling having it, though. I have some mild OCD and it causes me anxiety, but I bet it's nothing compared to what you're going through and I admire how well you're handling it; just don't forget to always take your medication.