A wise man once told me that our lives are supposed to be messy. Nobody is supposed to be perfect, not even by a small margin. You're supposed to make weird mistakes, you're supposed to have problems. Above all, you're supposed to have lessons that can teach you about your mistakes, and how you can learn from them. Stay strong.
Here's a preview on what I am working on, and in the vein of the current avatar I have now, there will be a digital rendition of the picture I have drawn to be used as an avatar. Do pardon how unsightly this looks since I didn't like how scanned images of drawn pictures turned out.
Unfortunately life isn't supposed to be easy. There will always be hardships coming down on you, and you might feel a little overwhelmed from time to time. Don't be discouraged. It can always get better. Don’t give up just because things are bleak. Keep going, and you’ll reach the other side eventually.