I just love how at the same time YouTube started banning adblockers, they also started allowing 36 seconds worth of unskippable ads before videos. Great job YouTube, I'm sure that will make everyone love you so much.
I want so bad to make Mario Kart custom content but I know I don't have the patience to teach myself how to do it even if I watch a bunch of tutorials. I have such a bad case of gorilla brain that always needs instant gratification.
Just beat a new hardest in GD in only 748 attempts. I started it last night and put in about 647 attempts, then did a practice run as a refresher today and then just kinda plowed through it. I'm really happy with how I've actually been getting better at GD.
My brain: Hey, remember that stupid thing you did like four months ago that made you look like a stupid dumb idiot? That was a great memory, wasn't it? I'm going to keep thinking about it incessantly for the next 30 minutes and you can't do anything about it.
Even though I keep telling myself that the mobile version of this website is terrible and doesn't entirely work half the time, I still keep using it on my phone and I think I need to stop. Doesn't help that I have a bit of a problem with social media addiction and keep bringing myself back on here when I know I should be doing other things, so I'm going to do my best to only be on here on my computer from now on. Wish me luck.
I hate Twitter but if there's anything I miss about it, it's how it was a good place to write down my random thoughts and minor complaints without feeling like I'd be annoying for posting a few hours apart. Sometimes I like to be vocal about whatever I'm thinking about, no matter how stupid it is and Twitter is great for that. I wish there were another platform that weren't as much of a hellhole as Twitter where I could say my random nonsense to people who might be willing to listen on occasion.
Crazy how you can get emotions over not only memories you have, but also memories you don't have. I've been thinking about how being an only child with emotionally distant parents caused me to grow up feeling isolated, made even worse by my mom never letting me go to public school. I never got to do anything fun with them at home and therefore didn't develop fond memories of growing up. It feels like I missed out on a true childhood and now that I'm an adult, I can see just how much I wish I had that.
So anyway, all those thoughts came from listening to Wii Sports bowling music.
Basically, I've been dealing with the stress of college and deteriorating mental health and haven't been inclined to check in here lately. Well, I just finished with my last final a couple hours ago so I thought I'd drop in and let everyone know I'm okay. I probably won't be going back to activity very much, but I'm glad to be done with my freshman year of college after this much time.
My mom committed a felony update #2: the money has been returned to my account, except for $45 that's unaccounted for. I'll probably still take all my money and move it to a new bank account that she doesn't have control of though.
Update to the whole "my money got stolen by my mom" thing: Turns out that if there isn't some stupid loophole with her having access to my bank account, then I could sue her on felony larceny charges. I have no idea if that will actually happen, but it's good to know the law is most likely in my favor if I do go after her.